20101129

Pada Mu ku bersujud



Ku menatap dalam kelam
Tiada yang bisa ku lihat
Selain hanya nama-Mu ya Allah

Esok ataukah nanti
Ampuni semua salahku
Lindungi aku dari segala fitnah

Kau tempatku meminta
Kau beriku bahagia
Jadikan aku selamanya
Hamba-Mu yang slalu bertakwa

Ampuniku ya Allah
Yang sering melupakan-Mu
Saat Kau limpahkan karunia-Mu
Dalam sunyi aku bersujud

20101128

Leavin' Segamat.

Bumi Segamat ak tinggalkn dgn pnuh tnda tya...nnti ak ada pluang utk kmbali ke sana atau x?...smua tu bergntung pd keadaan mggu ni. kalu bjln lncr sprti yg d harapkn, yes, ak akn kmbali lg. tp kalu dia masih tdk brubah, kuat atau x ak memilih utk mve on sndiri. cuz, what is the point kta mnganggapnya special kalu dia tdk.



Gosh..penat nya..jauh perjalann..hujan plak lbt gila ni hari. Al-hamdulillah nasib baik slmt smpai. sesmpai jak d rmh, rumet ckp rmh sebelah blkg semalm ada kcurian kerete. wooo..! scary.. mcm mn la ni krta ak..blh bawa msuk bilik ka??klu kreta ak kena curi, parents ak d kg lg awl2 menangis dr ak.huhu..sbb hmpir tiap2 mlm dorg kol ingtkn utk knci keta. haha!! well, tht wht parents do, taking care of their children even jauh berbatu2. =) uh..rndu mau balik kg.

Tomorrow monday, suda start cls kali! undaikkk..mls nya..mood mau bejalan2 jak ni. tp, uh..!! sem ni kalu tu incek khatta bg C+ jg, mmg dia la bemasalah!!! bkn ak!! tp tgk la mau cntinue ambil tu sbject ka x..sbb kwn2 lain ckp mcm mau drop. lect tu la...tk dpt ktorg nk score subject die. balajr dah berabis2an pn msih sama.mcm mnakah??huhuh....apa2 pn GUD LUCK ACIL FOR THIS SEM! Gambattee!!!~

20101126

struggling!!

SOMETIMES THINGS AREN'T GOES AS WE PLANED. SOMETIMES WE EXPECTED TOO MUCH. SOMETIMES WE HOPED TOO MUCH. SOMETIMES WE LOST WHAT OR WHO WE LOVED. SOMESTIMES WE STUCK IN A PROBLEM. THAT IS THEN WHEN WE WILL START TO PRAY FOR A MIRACLE TO HAPPEN. - @Anesh Bunchoo

bila cinta, kini..tk lg bermkna..

20101125

BIG OR SMALL, LIES ARE LIES.

what's in my mind ha? LIES.BETRAYAL.LIES.BETRAYAL.LIES.BETRAYAL.

sometimes.. the harder you try the more you will be disappointed... why work hard when you end up with the same pain...the same reason for the past two years.

Im the one yg membutakn mata, memekakkn telinga, and just HOPE, every pain will teach a lesson. HOPE, everything will change, HOPE, it will nver ever happen again. HOPE, it will last. HOPE, i will never suffer these pain anymore. But it is only HOPE, which don't understand how it's hurt me. HOPE doesn't know how it is very important to me.

sue, jue, linda.

for me, lets blame HOPE.

ak benci, benci selamanya!





20101123

5th Convocation Ceremony =))

yaaa..smlm ak tlh mnghadiri mjlis konvoksyen...mmg sgt sejuk la keadaan tym tu...dari jam 2 smpai jam 5 ptg. nasib baik ak tk memkai bju yg berlapis2, then ak dah siap2 ikt rmbut,..mmg sudah d agk kepnsn mcm ni! tp yg agk mgkagumkn,. blh ada lg yg mau begaya2 dtg snai pkai sweater..apakah??? agka2 la weh! hahah...ak yg pkai bju nipis pn tahap 18 punya kerimasan.uh..ok btw, ni lah gmbr2 semalam..thniah pda incek aidiel, remy, wawa, ekin, kila,..n smua la kwn2.


20101117

selamat hari raya haji.

last nite tdo lbih kurg jam 230 pg...so td pg mmg liat gila nk bangun. tp ku gagahi jua kuz dalam sejam dua lg org rmai akn bkumpul kt rmh dgn sesi penyembelihan kerbau. hua!


my bro sdg berusaha dgn kpala krbau


bukti bhwa ak jg bekerja keras
(pict ni blur..apa punya photographer!)


kesibukkn org rmai mengerjakn 2 ekor kerbau




Last week in sem break.

skrg mnggu terakhir kt rmh, sblm mula sesi pen-study-an balik..mean back to unihell. uh! seriously xnk tglkn rmh. hurm, unisell is juz fine. tkde la teruk sgt..here, facilities bgus, hostel tip top, tkde mslh dgn bkaln air n letrik which other IPTA n IPTS slalu hdapi, culture pn various..bt apa yg mmbuatkn ak fade up, actually bcuz of sstem pmrkahan. i push myself very hard to get score..then bila result kluar, paapp! its B..B-..C+...meanwhile jerk yg tk brusaha keras leh dpt A. my frens always told me, "in here, politic kena kuat".. damn, its juz not fair! hate it.


"people love the fake work and the sweet talker. nowadays to be successful, be a sweet talker. it doesn't matter how hard you work coz it useless."- Hellena Lenggeng (kinda mis u beb!)






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20101116

chill out..!!



posing with my frens dienz and syud. its actually a nice place to go. Bukit Tinggi, tahap kesejukn tu tk la sgt...sjuk lg kundasang..wehee~ anyway..kudos for our cameraman, incek Aidil =*





PhotoShoot

sesi bermekap
                                      
posing la sgt!

jopun black n white.

lighting..