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missing you..

where are you...i missed you..
no matter how i kept myself busy, i still thinking of you..

KISAH HATI

org slalu ckp, klu sedih, jgn dgr lagu sedih.nti betambah meronta2 meraung2 nangis. huhuhu... tp aku nk lyn gak! tk kire! hahah..ok la jugak..dgr lagu ni mmg sedih..tp tk rse nk nanges..so blh la teruskn lyn..layan layan layan.! jiwang ke?tak kut..biase je.

Hatiku hatimu
Menjadi satu cinta
Ku rasa hadirmu
Hanya sempurnakan aku
Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin tidak bersama
Hadir di angkasana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin tidak bersama
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

sabar acil, dugaan tuhan. 

what happened to me?bln ni...everything screwed..tabah acil tabah! bersyukur masih ada kwn2 di sisi yg mahu mengerti, yg msih mahu ada ketika otak ku bgtu serabut dan tdk memilih utk pergi. hati ni dah meronta2 mahu pulang ke sbh menemui ibunda tercinta. sbb aku tahu, hati sdikit tng slps brjumpa ngn mama dan bapa. cheer up acil cheer up. its okay, u will survive. everything gonna be fine. senyum okay.. weeeeee =))

Biarlah ku sentuhmu
Berikanku rasa itu
Pelukmu yang dulu
Pernah buatku

Ku tak bisa paksamu
'tuk tinggal disisiku
Walau kau yang selalu sakiti
Aku dengan perbuatanmu
Namun sudah kau pergilah
Jangan kau sesali
Reff:
Karena ku sanggup walau ku tak mau
Berdiri sendiri tanpamu
Ku mau kau tak usah ragu
Tinggalkan aku
Huuu.. kalau memang harus begitu

Tak yakin ku kan mampu
Hapus rasa sakitku
Ku 'kan selalu perjuangkan cinta kita
Namun apa salahku
Hingga ku tak layak dapatkan kesungguhanmu

Back to Reff:

Tak perlu kau buatku mengerti
Tersenyumlah karena ku sanggup

Live Life To The Fullest

aku dah msuk tahun ke-3 stdy kt U, tp klu di igt2 balik rasenye bru bbrape kali njoy ngn kwn2 travel same2...huu~

alkisah td aku mkn kt gerai KTM Kuala Lumpur, sorg2...bosan plak. smbil2 tu aku kol la kakak aku. saje sbnrye..nk pesan brg suh hntr. then tibe2 terkluar plak citer gambar si polan bt si polan yg baru balik dr bercuti..kt UK katanye. waahhh...best gile. fikir gak, si polan ni dr dlu smpai skrg mmg suke travel ngn kwn2 die. jeles la siutt...npe aku tk de travel2 mcm tu eh?sndiri tau kut sbnrye kenapa, sbb kwn2 aku bkn jnis yg travel smpai UK, Beijing, Cambodia sume.dats y kut?tp tk blame kwn2 la..fhm gak..travel memrlukan duit. silap aku gk, aku tk prnah ade effort.huh!skrg ni aku tinggal setahun je study, lpsni klu de rezki kerje, klu de jodoh kahwin, commitment byk, ade mse lg ke aku nk jln2 ngn kwn2?

fewh..rugi ah..rugi mse. tym stdy mcm ni ah sptutnye byk travel ngn kwn2. nk gi luar negara mmg la byk duit, xmghrap duit dtg secepuk mcm tu je. tp kalu ade usaha, msti blh, kut?? perghh...secara tibe2 aku berkobar2 plak nk mnghidupkan bisnes yg aku ngn cik Suha rancang2 bbrapa hri lalu. aduh cik suha...cpt la balik dr Perth! nk book tiket gi Sarawak usha brg ni!!

Suha pegi Perth 2 hari yg lepas. aarrgh..aku da cukup jeles dah. die pgi ngn family.die kate "tkpe, nxt time kite gi sma.biar aku pgi lu...usha2 kt sna..nnti sng" heh...aku dah tk sbr nk book tiket ke Perth ni. wahai Air Asia...cptla buat promotion mcm ri tu.! aku nk book!,,,

Tp travel ni kn memerlukan duit..kwn2 aku satu bnde yg menghalang dorg dr travel jao2..sbb "DUIT"...aku pn xde duit sbnrye. bknye aku minta kt mama bapa blh dpt mcm tu je. aku bile ade keinginan, aku akn usaha capai sndiri. n klu travel memerlukan aku utk cri duit, aku akn usahakan bisnes tu menjadi.kumpul2 duit, insya-Allah bleh smpai Rome! mesti ok.!!.mesti sampai Rome!!

UK!!

Who Says (Song Lyric)

I wouldn't want to be anybody else

You made me insecure

Told me I wasn't good enough

But who are you to judge

When you're a diamond in the rough

I'm sure you got some things

You'd like to change about yourself

But when it comes to me

I wouldn't want to be anybody else

Na na na na na

Na na na na na na 

I'm no beauty queen

I'm just beautiful me

La na na na na na na na na!

La na na na na na na na na!

You've got every right

To a beautiful life

( C'mon! )

Who says

Who says you're not perfect

Who says you're not worth it

Who says you're the only one that's hurting

Trust me

That's the price of beauty

Who says you're not pretty

Who says you're not beautiful

Who says

It's such a funny thing

How nothing's funny when it's you

You tell 'em what you mean

But they keep whiting out the truth

It's like a work of art

That never gets to see the light

Keep you beneath the stars

Won't let you touch the sky

La na na na na na na na na!

La na na na na na na na na!

I'm no beauty queen

I'm just beautiful me

La na na na na na na na na!

La na na na na na na na na!

You've got every right

To a beautiful life

C'mon

[Chorus]

Who says

Who says you're not perfect

Who says you're not worth it

Who says you're the only one that's hurting

Trust me

That's the price of beauty

Who says you're not pretty

Who says you're not beautiful

Who says

Who says you're not star potential

Who says you're not presidential

Who says you can't be in movies

Listen to me, listen to me

Who says you don't pass the test

Who says you can't be the best

Who said, who said

Won't you tell me who said that

( Yeah, WHO SAID!? )

Who says

Who says you're not perfect

Who says you're not worth it

Who says you're the only one that's hurting

Trust me

That's the price of beauty

Who says you're not pretty

Who says you're not beautiful

Who says(x2)

si macho yg tegar.

It was 9.15 am n i still didn't see any sign of train to arrive. But my boss called me few minutes before, he asked me to make a u turn because he needed me to bring my lappy to work today. So, if i were late, i can blame him. So, no worries. =) i keep waiting, sit n look surrounding. When i just about to eat my biscuit, a young girl sit next to me. She smile, i smile. "is this the platform to go to Sentul?" she asked. "yes, are u heading there?" "no, I’m heading to putra" she replied with smile. i can sense she gonna talk more. n yes, she started to ask me a lot of things. where am i working, i stay n whatsoever,,but i feel relax, she's just being friendly.

the train arrived, we sat together. she asked me if i have bf already. n just after that, she started  talking about her bf. yesterday was their 3rd year anniversary, n they just watched movie together as celebration,.."my bf always said to me that he is not a romantic guy,so never hoping for him to make anything romantic. but he's totally wrong. he only thought he is not a romantic person but actually he is," aaa..im starting to smile as im kinda remembered of  something like this. "last year on my birthday, we have a big fight. he lived at Ampang and im at Klang. he refused to cme. it was my birthday and he should be the one i wanted to celebrate with. so, i was like frustrated n didn't wanna talk with him. but later at midnight, he texted me n wishing me happy birthday, i didn't even reply. because im too angry. suddenly my roommate cme to me n she said someone waiting in front. as i open the door, it was him! standing with cake in his hand. I was shocked n i never thought he would do that. “She stopped when a women about to fall when the train a bit shaky. “And just that, he is actually romantic person, but he didn't noticed himself." she continued. “How about his attitude. Are u two usually outing together as a friend or just like other couple?" she smiled. "we're just like other couple. Holding hand each other. he is actually sgt manja u know. even we're at the restaurant he will suapkan i..not all the time la. When it’s raining, he will give his sweater to me so that i won't get sick. He even went to klang every weekend just to see me. When we're in fight, he will sing to me. He even posts at his fb wall that he missing my laugh n whatsoever. All those things he did, was romantic. But he didn't notice. kiranya mcm si macho yg tegar la.." hahah.....at that point we laughed together..I think a girl next to us tried to listen to our conversation. I can see her eyes curi2 tgk.huhu...as arrived to Kuala Lumpur station, we say goodbye to each other. It was 10.15 am n im sooooo late. but i just can't stop smiling..."si macho yg tegar."

Pakej Kahwin / wedding package

juga menyediakan pakej2 untuk pertunangan, anniversary, dan lain2. ape2 leh contact 012-2344330 or 0173103183.. =)

Reading.

as today is my third day of practical, 2nd day pergi ke site kt KL. i found today xlah sepenat smlm..hari ni dtg ke site at PWTC, then ke rawang pergi factory buat rangka walkway. kinda interesting jugak cuz byk ilmu yg aku dpt. even kdg2 tpksa brpanas, penat..but its fun. seronok bi;a menimba ilmu. balik hari ni awl siket, jam 4 dah balik. menunggu train di stesen Kuala Lumpur, al-hamdulillah tk rmai org. harap2 dpt tpt duduk. n yesss...aku dpt!! yeahaa..ade 12 stesen lg yg aku kena lalu.so aku smbung baca Reader's Digest. as i remember, last aku bace tym kt KML dulu. masih igt time tu, Krista Martha Jout, my lovely roomate yg minat beli RD.me, Edziela Raimin, Ennerlice Wend, just tumpang sekaki. haha..RD ni lain dr megazine yg lain2. it is all fakta. and the way ayat2 nya d olah pun best. light, n easy to "digest".huhu.sgt berinformasi.
td aku bce psl mole. haha..according to study, a person with more tthan 100 moles, is likely to decrease the risk of osteoporosis and reduce the rate of ageing. haha...cool kn? kalu nk tau knpe n how it is actually related, bace lah RD sendiri!! huhu..
Ade jugak diceritakan tntng seorg bdk perempuan dr Yemen (Yemen ni familiar kt UNISEL, kuz rmai stdnt dr Yemen), name die Nujood. cerita nya mengisahkan die yg brumur 10 tahun, di pksa kahwin dgn llki yg dah dewasa. bgaimana die kena seksa n bgaimana die cekal utk mendapatkn cerai. best, ..true story. time bace tu kite dpt rse btpe bdk ni btl2 terseksa.
juga ade dlm RD ni psl rkyat india yg di byr untuk berak. ha?mcm mn tu? bace lah sendiri...interesting tau tak!!

P/S : oh mannn...jrwt memberontak sbb bepanas!!!

PLUS

today hari jadi Ennerlice Wend...Happy Birthday awend. miss u.. =')

birthday girl!

Bercuti Di Sabah

slpas berbulan2 menunggu, akhirnya tiba juga 8hb April...hari yg d tunggu2 utk aku, suha, aidiel, ayiet, ejum, ozy n ana. BERCUTI DI SABAH. ye..itu halnye.hahaha..aku memilih utk stay d Nexus Karambunai Resort sbb kt situ pntai cntik..then mmg resort tu pn 6stars itself. target utma dorg smua ke sbh sbb nk chill kt pantai. so, karambunai is the perfect place with perfect price. hari pertama smpai d sabah, smua mesti tk kn lupe kisah"Wak Ayied" yg tiba d KKIA. lepas tu aku bawa dorg smua mkn mknan fevret aku, SAYAP AYAM. kt situ start aku ajar dorg mkn sambal cili + kicap. hahah..well, sbb kt peninsular tk di sediakn bgitu. Balik ke Karambunai dgn iringan muzik Okolele (btul ke aku eja ni?) dan suara nyanyian beramai2. heh...smpai ke karambunai, trus menidurkn diri di bilik Sweet Escape yg dah d book sebulan lpas. Mmg sweet lah dorg escape.hahah..

Hari kedua, aku dah bgun awl ngn suha n ana,..memulakan hari bersarapan mnggunakan voucher brsama suha. tgk pool line clear..tros ajak ana n ozzy mndi. Kejot2 aidiel, ayiet ngn ejum, pergh...biarla..ktorg mndi dulu.haha..lpas dr pool..pindah ke pntai. Menimbus ozzy d dalam pasir, pastu men baling2 pasir..haha..aidiel ngn ozzy sibuk buat istana lah ape lah..dah cukup mse kena siap2 kua bndr plak.tp bdk2 llki nk mndi pool lg...buat gelongsor gaya bebas la ape lah..

kluar ke bndr sptutnye terus ke psr Filipin..tp ujan lebat..nk tanak menyimpang ke 1 Borneo je..tershopping plak. Petang bru bwa g pasar...tp tu pn bekejr2 sbb nk amik gmbr kt pntai lg..hhuhuhu..sblh mlm, bwa dorg smua mkn seafud. Ejum, ngn Ana dah pndai mkn cili ngn kicap...siap taruh limau kasturi lg. wahh...lauk mlm tu agak byk juga..n smua habis licin!! Aidiel Mohammad ngn Wak Ayied mmg mengkagumkn!! n esok nye, toilet mmg laku.haha...

Hari ketiga, hari utk balik...semua bersarapan d King Fisher restaurant, d hotel Karambunai. buffet katakan...mkn smpai lebam. so mmg 10 kali la ulang alik amik mkanan...Ejum ngn Ayet plak sibuk nk mencari daun mengkuang. Nasib bek dpt.huhu..rushing  ke Airport...Mak Ayah ku sudah menunggu...tiba d airport jam 910 minit pgi. nasib baik dah wat self-check in mlm smlm. kalu tak...fewhhhhh!!!.. daun mengkuang cik Ejum mmg jd Hot Topic pd hari tu.haha..al-hamdulillah kitorg slmt smpai pd jam 12.30 d LCCT..walaupn pilot kali ni mcm kurg kwln time landing..seram gak. huhu..ke kiri ke kanan kpl terbang tu.huhu.mengmbil bas n naik train balik ke tpt masing2. huuu...~ sgt cpt msa berlalu..apa2 pn...AKU ENJOY..just kalu lah ade lebih masa..msti leh bwa dorg smua round2 lgi byk tpt d sabah.. =( ..hope lps ni ada lg cuti2 mcm ni.hehe..!!

Pemalsuan ID

Ok…sbb aku nk tulis tajuk ni, aku nak share pengalaman bila ID aku di palsukan. Alkisahnye bulanjuly tahun lepas, aku ngn my boyfie pergi ke MBO ampang nak tgk movie lah. (KUZ kat situ murah siket tiket, parking pn free. in case mls nk pegi cinema yg bgus kt tpt len).Tym tu, ktorg parking btl2 dpn pntu entrance.Dtg satu kereta viva putih yg byk sticker, dah sama mcm papan kenyataan bergerak dah aku tgk.  Kluar la brother2 yg muka agak2 pengganas, pksa ktorg dgr lecture dia. Ktorg mls nklyn, sgaja jln cpt2.tp dgn selambanya dia meraba2 kt atas tayar keta aku, then POP!! Bonet dpan keta aku terbuka!!! Die pn teruskn lecture die,lpstu buka bonet dpn aku, tarik 1 wyr then KLIKKK!! Tadaaaa…..kunci keta aku pn terbuka n mamat tu pn buka pntu n kacau2 siket wyr kt bwh stereng n yess…tk smpai seminit, enjin keta aku pn hidup. And hell yeaahhh Myboyfiee so freaking out tym tu!!! Dr situ, tpkse lah mndgr lecture brother Bu***** tu..n I don’t really remember y aku agree nk sign agreement pasang alarm kreta yg brother2 tu jual..byrn bulan RM130 every month for a year..! ade bbrapa reasons aku tk hepi dgn pemasangn alarm tu. First, leceh nk gune card la bagaiii baruleh start keta. Second, byr bulan2! Mahal kut..n im just a student u Fu**** Stupid! Kalu nk offer pergila offr kt org2 yg dah keje!!! Third, nk byr tumenyusahkan aku…kena g maybank la…dah la kt area UNISEL kat Kuala Selangor je ade atm cash deposit. Atm tu plak slalu out of service.Yeppp sgt menyusahkn aku dn kwn2 aku. Fourth, abg aku ckp alarm tu buat battery kereta cpt habis. Huh!!

Ok aku dah melalut plak, ceritanye kt sini, tym aku sign agreement tu, brother2 tu minta salinan IC. N kat situ lah pemalsuan ID aku terjadi.Cuti sem lepas, pagi sblm naik flight, lawyer CELCOM kol aku n bg tahu ade byrn tertunggak. Tym tu aku tk pkai broadband CELCOM lg. so mksdnye ade org gune ID aku lah bukak akaun broadband CELCOM. Lawyer tu suh aku buat report kt CELCOM.Aku pn pergi la CELCOM office kt sabah..then buat smua prosedurnye..leceh nk buat laporan polis la ape la. Pihak CELCOM ckp akaun tu di buka bln July haritu. So, mmg brother2 Si** tu la yg buatkan.Nasib baik la aku tk perlu byr apa2. Huh.

Ok,tu satu.baru2 ni bulan Feb, aku nk bukak akaun MAXIS. Tp bile China kat kedai tu check kt system, nama aku dah kena blacklist! Aku pelik, dah kenape…CELCOM aku dah setel.Rupenye ade lg ID aku d palsukan, olh penguna UMOBILE.oraitt….yg ni tk de plak lawyer kola ku kn…so aku tk tau sape yg gune ID aku…huh! ..

Pengajaranya kwn2, EVERY time korg smua nk bg salinan ID, kt mana2 pn, please scratch kat tepi. For example : “for JPJ copy only”…or “for celcom registration only”.  So that xde sapa2 leh re-use salinan ID tu.Lagi bagus kalu kita ade cop kite sendiri..Bende ni dangerous gak sbb dgrc erita, certain cases, si mangsa msih perlu byr wlaupn dah buat report polis. n ade yg pernah terkena smpai beribu2. So, berhati2.n jgn cpt sgt percaye kt org wlaupun org tu nampak baik je..nmpak mesra. Pasal alarm kete tu, kite sbgai pengguna ade hak utk menyatakan TAK NAK. skrg, sbb di pkse, aku sndiri ssh sbb kena beban byr tiap2 bulan.

Tak faham + bazaar + Panas

Oraitt..weekend baru2 ni di habiskn bersama ayet, ejum n my boyfiee ofkos! ktorg pergi tgk mvie "Sucker Punch" yg mmg sucks pn.hahah..sbb xfhm la mvie tu merepek! part action lwn2 tu mmg interesting la..tp the whole story mmg xfhm.plus ade 2 org llki gay kt blkg yg gelak spnjg mvie tu,pdhl tk de yg lucu pn.eh annoying lah kau ni! diam boleyh?sbtunye plak aku dan ejum penuh smgt pergi ke Empire Gallery kt subang, nk bershoping di Fash Art Bazaar la konon.n yess sgt mgecewakn kuz bzar tk lah mcm bzr.ade bbrpe je.so xmndpt ape2 dr situ.nseb bek terserempak kdai Charles & Keith.nmpak 1 beg yg gojesss!!

tadaaaaa...dgn pntas aku beli!hahah..

Ahad plak.hari photoshoot.well aku blkg tabir je.stylish.n ejum tukang mkap.ayet ngn aidil photographer.model, Ama.hari yg sgt terik.buat plak kt kwsn lapang kan.perghh..dah la pkai short..semak plak tpt tu.mianggg!!! huh..but berjaya buat photoshoot 2 konsep..thank God! heh.go photorosak go!!.

picture with my sist..HEHE~

(baju annis...ekekek....)

Beautiful Eyes

Beberapa website says that the most beautiful eyes in the world is belong to Aishwarya Rai. xperlu d explain lg kan siap die nie?die seorg pelakon bollywood yg sgt berjaya, yg juga wife of Abishek Bachan. n bla bla bla...betul die ade mata yg sgt cntik...but rsanya aku lg suka dgn cerita c empunya mata yg cntik yg berasal dr Afghanistan ni. Dgr cerita, minah ni di temui ketica Steve McCurry tgh buat documentary kat sana for national Geographic. it is actually a coincidence. and believe it or not, minah ni time tu baru berusia 12 tahun. among all of the top most beautiful  eyes in the world, aku lebih interested with this one kut..?even story ni agak sudah lama...tp still interesting. kecantikan die tu pure.n i adore it! Her photo is the most popular cover of National Geographic magazine has published..n it did touch a million of hearts!

The Most Beautiful Women in the World

Laetitia Casta

Did u know, that men has voted that Laetitia Casta to be the most beautiful women in the world. with Claudia Schiffer at number 11 and Gisele Bunchen at number 21st. Laetitia is a supermodel and  is known for her work with Guess?, Sports Illustrated, Victoria's Secret, as well as small parts in movies like Astérix & Obélix. Laetitia  (which means "joy" in Latin) was born on 11th  of May 1978 (meaning that she's only 33 this year!!!) is a child of Dominique and Line. Her full name is Laetitia Maria Laure Casta surprisingly didn't attract many males while in school and recalls feeling awkward and self-conscious, her luck began to change at age 15. Laetitia was discovered by a photographer and an agent from an important Paris modeling agency, Madison Models, while on a beach near Corsica.

(all the information is from AskMen.com)

 Googlingggg....!

di sebalik Potret Perkahwinan

last weekend, aku berkesmpatan bersama2 crew photorosak yg lain utk buat wedding photoshoot. located at Felda Redong, Segamat, Johor. people only seen gmbr2 pengantin yg cntik..yg d frame-kan...but behind that beautiful pictures..a thousand of works, a thousand of energies is needed. to shoot...to complete album, mcm2. but somehow, its fun! haha.

byk cabaran utk photography kali ni compare ngn yg before. sbb ni photoshoot yg ketiga kt area Segamat. so kinda bored plak nk repeat tpt photoshoot yg sma..kt garden, kt rail kretapi. nk buat mcm mna..kt area Segamat. tk byk option nk buat kt mn. kali ni pegi Rock Garden gak...tp msuk kt hutan2..pergh2..nyamukkk!!! dah mcm masuk ke dlm sarang nyamuk. sabar je lah pengntin oi.....dgn pnsnye...second location plak tpt yg baru d temui.huhu..kt tepi jln..tp cntik...pemandang yg cntik n sgt luas. tp byk duri..bak kate c Farid "biar byk duri, yg pnting gmbr kt dinding nt cntik slame2nye." weekkk...iye iye je c farid nih.

P/S : My friend once told me, "ure not a photographer, ure just a person with expensive camera." for one time ago, i tried to prove that he was wrong. but, right now, WHAT THE HELL..i dont care. haha..yg penting, kite njoy!! Besides, my camera tkde lah mahal sgt pn.hehe....

INSOMNIA

its examination season..smua org jd ulat buku...then tdo tk menentu.heeiiyaaaaahhh!!! chaiyok. ok bye!!!

I'M SORRY FRIENDS. I'M MESSED UP.

I'm sorry..if i could turn back time, all these things aren't going to happen. n how i am so regret of what i have done. im so sorry. i feel bad. i feel stupid all the time. i hate for who i have becme. im sory..!!!

lelaki yg sy mahu!

its 2011 and im close to 23. i think im older enough to decide what type of man i would want to spend with for the rest of my life. i would be honest, the hardest part is to satisfy my mum. 'something' had happened to my family a few years ago. and it brakes her hearts, my dad's heart.well i guess all of us felt the same too. and for my sister, it is undescribe-able. ofcourse, after that, my mum always remind us, remind me, my sister, n my brothers, to make a very good choice. to think very deep before take another step which is getting married.  to get know our man first. my mum always told me, don't marry a guy who always ask for money. because after married,he will ask for it over and over again. my mum also said..don't marry a lazy guy. because he will skip work, he will sleep meanwhile everyone busy time kenduri. my mum told me, find a guy who can feed you!bcause it is his responsibility. so that her grandchild won't starve. ..
i agree with my mum. and all of us knw what is the reasons for each of it. for me myself, i also want my man to be someone who can bring me to the right path. to remind me what i forgot. someone who can perform puasa, can perform solat..even now he can't mengaji or what, but i would love if he wants to learn on it. because, honestly, i always wanted to leave my life yg telah lupa smuanya. i hate the way i became right now. i want someone who can pull me put from this. i always wanted to leave!
i always pray, may God show me a good man that i can spend the rest of my life with..amin.

shopping!

aha! shopping! pmpuan mana yg xsuka shopping?huhu.shopping is like a theraphy for kaum pempuan.undenieable! <- btul ka aku eja nih?or is this word even exist??ekekek.
Baru2 ni shopping lagi.but this time its different from the other time. because, before, whenever I wanna shop, kdai2 kecil is a 'no' for me! n will only shop at pavi, mid,ou..kdai2 bsr mcm tu la. but few days ago, aku shopping  kt kedai2 kecik kt segamat.hahah..interesting!
Aku d temankan oleh anak taukeh Ameran,iaitu cik suha..round smua kdai kt area situ. must say segamat ada kdai bju yg byk, kbnyknnya bru buka, and these kdai2 baju sell outfit yg taiwan punya style..kOrea punye style.not bad laaa...n hasil tinjauan ke bebrapa kedai, this is what i have found!!

due to the weak internet connection, aku tkde mood nk upload gmbr2 yg seterusnya!! huh!

Btw, i like this blue dress so much! n for kemeja hitam, its for class day. in case of presentation or what...need to wear formal attire also maaa! huhu...nxt tym la upload yg lain. peace!

p/s : tx suhaida ameran.. =*

Doa hari ini.

dgn rasa penuh rendah diri, ya Allah ya tuhanku,aku memohon. Engkau berilah aku dan rakan-rakanku ketenangan hati. Engkau hindari la kami dari perasaan hasad dengki, sesungguhnya Engkau ciptakan kami seluruh umat manusia  dikalangan yang sama. Engkau hindari lah kami dari perasaan dendam. Ya Allah ya tuhanku, egkau lembutkanlah lidah kami supaya tidak bercakap dengan kasar, supaya tidak menyebut perkara2 kji, tidak memfitnah, tidak mengata. Engkau beri lah kami nur cahayamu agar tidak kmi trsesat jalan. engkau brilah kami kinsafan di dalam hati.Amin Ya Rabbal al-Amin.

sy forwardkn...

sila lah lihat kegilaan ank2 buah ku. (padahal jeles).

FREEDOM: WE ARE BEAUTIFUL !

WE LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES. USE THIS THEORY IN SPEAKING ENGLISH. DON'T STOP. IF YOUR GRAMMAR'S WRONG, LEARN FROM IT. PEOPLE WHO CARE WILL MIGHT LAUGH AT IT FOR A WHILE BUT THEN THEY'LL CORRECT YOU. PEOPLE WHO DON'T, THEY'LL MAKE FUN OF IT. OBNOXIOUSLY. FUCK THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE. - @Aanesh Bunchoo

when i was young, kot?

cuti2 ni bosan jg la mengadap buku siapkn kerja. huhu, so tringt picture album kt bilik. pgi belek2...tgk2 balik gmbr dr skola rndah smpai la zmn mtrik (huhuh sbb tym tu camera digital xfemes lg. so smua gmbr kena cuci). haha...quite interesteing la jg. and actually sgt merindui zmn dlu. zmn muda remaja, happy..dgn kwn2 yg fun. lgi2 kt matrik, kwn2 yg honest, helpful, n supportive. Goshhh....rndu sgt tym matrik....its not like im not having fun here in unisel, but all i can say is, keikhlasan dlm persahabtn tu, lg byk tym kt mtrik. so, bila d kenang blik, smuanya indah. semakin dewasa, smkin rmai jmpa jnis2 mnusia, n mmg disappointing sbb i found a lot of them yg fake in friendship.not all of them la. hence, it si really not something that i would love to remember. huh...anyway, here is some picture i wanna share. hahaha..pls be prepare bcuse u will se a very different of me! hahah...............

ok...ni gmbr yg pertama..huhu

 hahah...ok ni gmbr tym form 1. kira gmbr ni d ambil tym d ostel la. ekkeke

yg berdiri tu my cuzzy, merangkap my dorm-mate,n yg brdiri xpkai tdung tu my fren frm skola rndah..so ktorg skg, n dorm-mate jgak..

next pict pls...

weuuhuuu....ak yg paling knn, kain merah. ekek...y kain merah?sbb ak pngawas skola kot!! hahha..ni pict form 2. i must say form yg paling best spnjg 5 thaun d SMK Beaufort. 

ni pn tym form 2...tgk la kgmbiraan kt muka ak tu siap peace mendepakn tgn hahha...yg dpn xpkai tudung kain biru tu tym tu student paling cntik d skola. hahah..biasalah. zmn dlu2 kn....ekekek...

nextt,.....

gmbr ni tym trip form 3..ke kundasang. dats y pkai sweater.pmpuan ni nama die yuyui. she WAS my bestfriend. sweater yg ak pkai ni pn die yg bg sbb tym tu ak lupe bw ak punye. she is so supportive, n we juz care about each other. smpai la ak naik form 4, ak memilih utk ddk partner ngn sorg bdk cls ak yg lain. kt situ die mrh..pstu dia jd musuh. haha..sbb tu pn nk jd musuh. apa laa...bdk2 tol..ekekek.smpai skrg, dah xcntact..hurm...rndu jgak ngn minah ni.

ok, from kiri, yuyui, anna, ilyasa, yeye, n me. tym tu, dorg smua ni bestfren ak. tp org ckp, klu bestfren smpai bila2. tp ktorg, 2 tahun lps gmbr ni d amik, jd musuh. hahahaha...but bila ak cek balik gmbr ni, this is apa yg trtulis kt blkg :

 =)

ok next!

ni pict mjlis perpisahan la konon....form 5. padahal tym separuh dr ktorg brmusuh antara satu sama lain. hw cme tym ni boleh slmba chill kt kfc eating burgeR?ahah...so weird oh dlu..! n yess,,...my highschool period was sucks...ktorg bermusuh..brcakap2 blkg. man.....so childish!!

yep...this is my classmate tym kt LABUAN MATRICULATION COLLEGE. kt mtrik bru la ak perkenalkn diri ak sbgai 'acil'. kt skola mngah kwn2 pgil 'jia'. well, after all messed up kt high school, i juz wanna walk away n not to rmmber it.i wanna hve a new frens..n never look back. n yes, i found it,! i love all memories when i was at KML.i love my roomate, i love my classmate, i love my frens! 

among all of my frens, jila, wend, suer and krista (not in this picture) are the most top in my list. they are a gud fren, until now. this picture taken after dance competition. hahah..that was the first n last time i participate in dance cmpetition. truly, xda bakat lgsung! huhu..

we were like family.. =')

i must say, KML is the  best la...

ok ...stop kt situ, crita tym kt u?heh..nnti2 la...

menarik =)

WE FORGIVE WE TRUST AND WHAT WE GET AS RETURN? ASS - @Aanesh Bunchoo

Mid Term Break!!!

gosshhhh...trasa mcm bru start sem semalam, then hari ni mid sem break already! but break tk mcm break since a lot of work need to be done. break kali ni xda plan apa2..just wanna spend tym with family. uh! rindu banget! i think this is the first tym since last 3 years stdy kt unisel, ak blik cuti n bwa buku! im so proud with myself.hahahah..a lot of submission waiting for me after this break. a lot of project need to be completed. still im enjoying this. i love to stdy. i don't really understand why people keep asking "xboring ka stdy?"...for me, NOT AT ALL. i love stdy. if i could, i would looovvvveeee to start over from 1st sem..or even form 1...=)

uhh..Btw, cik suha n me skrg tgh sbuk cr promotion utk percutian beramai2 ke SABAH. arghh..can't wait! how im exited to bring my besties back to my beloved country. its gonna be fun..hell yeaahh!!

                                                                      suha n me!